ANTON Ferdinand suffered heartbreak on England Under-21 duty in
midweek, as Peter Taylor's men were defeated 2-1 by France and
denied the chance to play in next summer's European Under-21
Championships.
It was a blow to the 20-year-old, who was looking forward to
playing in his first major international competition. But Anton has
a chance to put the disappointment behind him as Hammers visit
White Hart Lane for the eagerly awaited London derby with Spurs on
Sunday.
And now his focus has switched back to football at club level, the
Hammers defender admits that he's looking forward to a great
atmosphere at White Hart Lane.
"It is soul-destroying when you lose a game as important as
the one in midweek in the way that we did," admitted the
Academy graduate, after a late and controversial penalty had
clinched the victory for France.
"Football is my life and going to a big tournament like the
European Championships would have been a dream come true. If we had
got through it would have been the first major tournament I would
have played in.
"I dreamed of playing for England as a kid, at any level, so
there was anger at the way we went out. There was a lot of emotion
out there and it was tough to take. But all the players have just
got to keep their heads up, get on with it and look to the
future."
For Anton the immediate future consists of a tough trip to take on
Spurs, a game that promises to be packed full of atmosphere and
excitment for both sets of supporters.
"It's a huge game for us and I'm really looking
forward to it," he admitted. "This season has been a big
learning process for me and now I just want to focus on doing well
again for my club.
"We've had some excellent results at home recently and
we've been playing well as a team. It will be a big atmosphere
and a huge game for the fans going to White Hart Lane and hopefully
we can put in the kind of performance that our supporters will be
looking for.
"Playing for West Ham United against some of the best strikers
in the world this season has really made me step up my own game.
Now I want to continue to progress, keep learning and hopefully
improving as a player."
Ferdinand Keen To Make Up For England Heartbreak
18th November 2005